Following his appearance with Showtime’s Inside the NFL, Tony Mandarich gave an interview with Free Press reporter Shannon Shelton. Both interviews provided the public a preview of what to expect with his tell-all book entitled My Dirty Little Secrets – Steroids, Alcohol & God.
Scheduled to hit book stores March 2009, the book “is not a Jose Canseco-style book,†says the former NFL offensive lineman. The following are excerpts from his interview with Free Press.
QUESTION: What type of reaction have you gotten thus far about the book and its admissions?
ANSWER: In the interview with “Inside the NFL,†I was obviously candid about what I’ve done, mistakes I’ve made and how I’ve tried to fix those mistakes. After we did the interview, I was told that they had so much good content that they planned to break it into a two-part series. My concern was that they’d put all the sensationalistic parts in Part I, and the information about my recovery in Part II.
I expected negative reactions, but I got a lot of positive reaction for standing up and being honest.
I didn’t have any motive. I want to help others suffering through drug and alcohol addiction and provide a warning that no matter what level you’re at — Pop Warner, high school, college, NFL — no one is bulletproof. My motive is to help people who are hurting, and that comes out in the second show.
I have no intention to point the finger at anyone other than myself. This is not a Jose Canseco-style book.
Q: What’s the reaction from Michigan State, if any?
A: The personal contacts I’ve received have pleasantly surprised me. I heard from former MSU players and that made me feel good. I’m a huge Michigan State supporter. I love the school, the program, the coaching staff and I love George Perles. George taught me a lot of great life-lasting lessons.
Q : Have you spoken with George about the book?
A: I last talked to him two years ago when I was on campus and appeared with him on a pregame radio show. Before that, I hadn’t talked to him since I was a player. So that’s 30 minutes in the last 20 years.
Q: What was your experience while taking steroids?
A: They obviously work if you’re already athletic. Steroids make you stronger. I don’t think they make you more athletic if you aren’t already. As much as they have a strong physical effect, they have just as much psychologically. I remember I was taking steroids once for eight weeks and then I went off. On my first day off, I thought, “Oh my god, I’m already getting weaker, I’m already getting smaller.†That’s how much they can affect you psychologically.
Q: Did anyone at MSU know what you were doing?
A: There was a time when some trainers sat me down and asked me point-blank if I was using steroids. I denied it. They did their due diligence and they explained the consequences to me if I was using. I lied to them. But at no point did I talk to any coaches about it.
Q: How did you pass the drug tests, including the one before the 1988 Rose Bowl?
A: “It was easy. I cheated on one test, but in my five years at MSU, I was only tested five times. There was no test when we went to the Cherry Bowl. At the All-American Bowl, I got off the drugs and got clean before I went to Birmingham, Ala., and had to take the test. We didn’t go to a bowl in my junior year.
At the Rose Bowl, they tested us twice. Again, I got off drugs and went clean and passed the first test. Then there was a surprise test, and I knew I was (in trouble). I had to improvise. The story of what I did is amusing because it was so simple. I won’t tell you because it’s in the book.
Testing is more advanced today, but back then, it was Mickey Mouse.
Q: Once you left for the NFL, more focus was placed on MSU in terms of steroid use. Did a culture of steroid use exist in East Lansing?
A: It was a very awkward time. Even though I was in Green Bay by then, it was interesting that they went after me and MSU only. I personally knew players at Michigan and other Big Ten schools that were doing it. While I didn’t expect a Detroit paper to go to Madison, Wis., to investigate that program, I wondered why they only went after MSU.
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